Complicationss

2007-08-26T09:02:00.000-07:00

The Sonnet
Deliberate Gentle Love Dreamer (DGLD)

Romantic, hopeful, and composed. You are the Sonnet. Get it? Composed?

Sonnets want Love and have high ideals about it. They're conscientious people, caring & careful. You yourself have deep convictions, and you devote a lot of thought to romance and what it should be. This will frighten away most potential mates, but that's okay, because you're very choosy with your affections anyway. You'd absolutely refuse to date someone dumber than you, for instance.

Your exact female opposite:
Genghis Khunt

Random Brutal Sex Master

Lovers who share your idealized perspective, or who are at least willing to totally throw themselves into a relationship, will be very, very happy with you. And you with them. You're already selfless and compassionate, and with the right partner, there's no doubt you can be sensual, even adventurously so.

You probably have lots of female friends, and they have a special soft spot for you. Babies do, too, at the tippy-top of their baby skulls.

ALWAYS AVOID: The 5-Night Stand (DBSM), The False Messiah (DBLM), The Hornivore (RBSM), The Last Man on Earth (RBSD)

CONSIDER: The Loverboy (RGLM)

Link: The Online Dating Persona Test @ OkCupid - free online dating.
My profile name: : ladyrose90

2007-08-07T08:53:00.000-07:00

Quite abit happened within this short time frame. But I am just too jaded to type it all out. haizz.. Anwayss was feeling kinda down... and so i decided to drop my books for awhile and take a flip through my albums. Gosh, it was really nice to see all those pictures after such a long time. It was like a walk down memory lane. How I wish everyone could just remain as kids. Innocent, cute and stress free.. Oh well guess its better to accept what we have than to just sit down and long about what has not been given to us. Its not going to change anything is it?

I have also realised its no point discussing your personel life with people. Because it shapes wrong perceptions of yourself in the other persons mind. Its not their fault because at the end of the day its you who chose to open up to them. I guess I will just keep certain issues to myself. Its pretty weird how people can decipher my complicated thoughts and character when I myself can't. Its also kind of shocking as to how their are so confident that their judgement about you is right. Infact I do that sometimes.. so yep guilty of it. Why am I typing all these?? I have no idea.. Just a flow of thoughts...

Aniways.. I scanned a few pics of my baby photos.. soo cuutee!! lol!! aniwyas.. have fun viewing them.. =)

LOL!! i look like a retard..

Sexxxyyyy ... ;)
"when will this session end? I am tired"
MY FAVV!!
Crying shot take oneguess wat I was told I din like to take pics when I was small.. like totally UNBELIVABLE!! i have no idea as to wat I was doin
Another fav shot =)

2007-08-02T06:10:00.000-07:00

Another song that I like.. geesh... Am liking soo many songss.. oh well =)

2007-08-02T05:38:00.000-07:00

Wht makes them so smart? How come they can do it.. and I can't? Am I that stupid? Am I just lazy? People tend to shock me. They play they flirt but still score.. But why can't I !! Am I just not trying hard enough... I donno.. haizz.. I hate myself

2007-08-01T03:58:00.001-07:00

Mirror Mirror on the wall

Catch me now before I fall

I wish I may, I wish I might

Find the answer here tonight

2007-07-28T20:28:00.000-07:00

Totally in love with this song.. especially after hearing the MI pple sing.. Gosh.. their voices were simply enchanting. If they had not gone off beat they would have defiantely clinged the top prize.. wish I could sing like that.. =D

2007-07-28T06:12:00.000-07:00

Its been eons since I blogged. Why?? Cause I have been soo caught up with school work and competition. And I not only have to endure these stress factos but I have to juggle the emotional aspect of my sickening life together with it. That is just extremely agonizing! Sometimes I just feel like YJ is soo not the school I should be in. Its filled with superficial people who judge you without even making the effort to know you. Its not like you guys are perfect. If i sport an arrogant look or act bimbotic (according to you) I can't help it. Its just me. I really don't want to hear your fucked up comments about me.. I have enough shit to face! I have my few friends who know me really well and whom I believe will be there for me all the way. So the rest of you can just go to hell!

Alright... that was just a spur of emotions put into words. Yep! Aniways lets discuss about the debate in which I kinda screwed up. Last Sat was the Ministry invatational Debating Championships. And it was the preliminary rounds and we were up against CJ. We won!! Ming ching was the bnest speaker.. well.. thats cause his case was like practiced till it was perfect. I only got my speech done like wat?? The previous Night.. they oni helped me then!! and plus my sorethroat detoriated my debating style!! That was my worst!! and I lost the best speaker by like a mere one mark!! Arrgghh!! MING CHING STOP RUNNING AWAY TO SCRIPT UR SPEECH AND HELP ME! Anyways Mr Sng made a few comments which highly demmoralised me so I PURPOSELY did not take part in Preliminary round 2 and we lost.... oki I shall stop here. If I pursue this topic any further i will get into shit.

Today was the national news writing competiton. Went with Sandiya.. went pretty well actually. I met my favourite minister!! Dr. Vivian Balakrishnan!! =D. Aniways the results will be announced on the 15th of August. ~lala

I want to go to the NDP!!! I WANT TICKETSSS!!! AHHH!! well siva said that he'll accompany me to watch fireworks but then again I doubt he'll keep his words..

I think I put on weighT. i have been like ill this whole week and i was told that eating will help me recover well and fast. I not only recovered fast I also GAINED WEIGHT quicklyy.. And now I have to go and excercise to burn fat.. =( Oki aniways I got to go study now. Tata~ will update soon!!

I have added some super random pictures in this super long entry.. and I think My school uniform looks better witht he tie. W/o the tie it looks like a freakkin ITE uniform. I hate it when people comment about my uniform bearing great resemblence to an ITE unifor. I am not looking down on ITE students so dunt get me wrong

The trio!!

Tired but still couldn't resist a shot

hazirah and me..

Hahaha! Renu and deva are such "neat" eaters

sandiya and me. I know I look stupid.. I was tired k!

a stupid shot of myself

a blurred shot of S and Me!!

2007-07-10T07:37:00.000-07:00

MY ALL TIME FAV... LOVE THIS SONGS TO BITSS.. =))

~lala

2007-07-10T07:21:00.001-07:00

You know what? I haven't had proper Sleep in 2 days! Due to this my eyebags and dark circles have gone from bad to worse! I look like a Freak!! Ahhhh!!! I so need to do something about this! And yes.. I Sub passed History.. Considering the fact that out of 4 Questions I only attempted 3 (due to my horrible time management) a sub pass is not bad at all. And I scored 10/50 For SE.A.. which means I must have scored pretty well for my International hISTORY.. COZ my toal score was 45 out of a 100! Well.. I have to work hardd.. But admist all the hardwork.. There is a place for a bit of fun! =)) My class kinda bonded.. yea we did.. We bond due the wierdest reasons ever.. But still yea.. lol!! and Haziah..LOL!! is like the livewire of the class! She is Hilarious.. You can guess by lookin at the pics I have posted.. And just look at my eyebags!! GOSH!! *Ps Sorry amala.... Ur face got cutt off.. then again our duo pic makes up for it =)

Trnna act cuteee.. hahaha! ~lala

Amala And meeee

Among all new bonds found.. the old still stands ; Strengthened.. Love ya!

2007-07-05T07:21:00.000-07:00

Today was a super laid back day! Lessons were not proper.. My history teacher had to mark the remaining papers and so she left us to do our own work, and for tamil we read this poeM AND fOR LIT WE GOT BACK OUR BLOCKTEST.... hahaha! Oh my god! I passed! Like.. Oh my god. But that doesn't denote that I am excellent in that subject. I am not... I have to face it and work harder! hahaha! As expected I screwed up my Maths! But then again, who didn't! lol! Oh well. I have got to go mug noww.. And I have got three faceless frienddsss... and I love them.. lol!!

Faceless Gwen....

Faceless Eldora.....

Faceless Amala

2007-07-02T08:13:00.000-07:00

I couldn't wait But now I regret
I miss my dad
Lonliness is not something new to me
But it kills
I have nothing more to add....

2007-07-01T21:14:00.000-07:00

I FEEL SO RANDOM TODAY!! ahahaha! I have tons of work to complete today. Its just extra revision! ~lala~ Can't wait for dinner with my family!! Hope raji can make it as well! Oh well. Here are some pics I took some time back. Like super random ones! (and they dunt Feature me onli so yea

This was taken during Maths revision...

haha! Raji... looking like some model..

Raji again this time looking like some ah mah! ahahaha

HAHAHA! MY MUM! watching saradha! she was too engrossed to notice!~

2007-07-01T08:05:00.000-07:00

HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY USHA AKKA!! LOVE

YOU LOADSS

Alrighty! Today was a wondeful day. After soo long I finally met up with my cousins.. Went to Hyatt for dinner. Well The food was great.. but better than that was all the fun we had. I think we were the noisiest family there. Lol! we were playin lame games.. and talking about stuff. and yea.. Now I am all alone.. WHY?? coz all my cousins Went clubbing.. all but my nephew, niece AND ME!! urghh!! I am 17! They can sneak me in!! Its not like I look my age! aniwayss.. tom we having a small get to gether as well. =) I looked horrible today. Sctually My dressing was fine. THE HAIR spoilt it all!! and the skirt made me look as though I had a pot belly. Oh well, watever. I have posted a few pics below (it onli features me! the bdae pics are with my aunt still =p).. have fun viewingg=))Oh yaa... Lol!! when we were cuttin the cakew all the waiters gathered to sing!! HAHAAH!! the song was soo funny.. It wqasn't a normall bdae song.. It sounded very similar to chan mali chan.. ahahah! Oh gosh.. i think my cousin recorded it! will try to upload it some time soon. Aniwayss I am really tired.. gotta wake up tom morn to study.. no more foolin around readdy.

Finally a picture with my mum!!

Blur.. But wth!

Meeeee

hahaha! was boredd

SEEEE my hair is not niceee.. And I hate this pic

Usha akka and meee.... =) (see the skirt make my tummy look big!)

Following are all shots taken after reaching home sweet home!

2007-06-29T10:20:00.000-07:00

As much as I love you

As much as I need you

And I cant stand you

Must everything you do make me wanna smile

Can I not like you for awhile?

And I hate how much I love you boy

But I just cant let you go

And I hate that I love you so

Rihanna Rocks!! Lovee herr!

P.s.. the pic is a random one and there is not supposed to be anyconnection between the song and my stupid pic.=)

2007-06-28T08:22:00.000-07:00

I loveee My Bestiee Sivaaaa!! Although He is SUPER crappy and SUPER lame... He actually makess alot of sensee...lol.....Thanks for your advice last night...=) Muackiess.... And bring me OUT!

2007-06-28T06:58:00.000-07:00

This Song is Really Nicee...=)
~lala

2007-06-27T04:26:00.000-07:00

Today was Just a Horrible Day! Everything went wrong! I was supposed to wake up at 7 to commence my history revision but I ended up sleeping till 11!! Then I had to like rush through my tamil revision. I had allocated 2 hours for history in the morning and the rest was to be devoted to Tamil! I must admit that I was rather complacent about my tamil paer. I have been scoring pretty fine for tests.. and I thought I was going to do Just fine.. BUT NO! I was wrong! I screwed up again! I think I am going to be the first student in YJ's History to Get a U grade for Tamil Lit!! They usually get 100% distinctions for A level Tamil! Its not like I didn't know how to do the question! I did! But Its my Stupid TIme management. And out of Five I like answered 2 and half questions!! And All my other friends attempted at least 3 or 4 questions! I am going to score the lowest. This is utterly embarassing and I am extremely disppointed with myself! Maybe I am just not cut out for JCl ife. I should have opted for ITE instead! Urghh! And block test makes up like 30% for promos!!! I DON'T WANT TO GET REATAINED. I cannot faqce myy Sickening family memberss!! I just !! I DONNO! Tom is history. I put in effort alright! i HAVE NOTHING MORE TO ADD. i just want to work hard and score for my promos. I really dun wanna get retained.

And yea.. I was kinda running late for school today so i had to take a cab to school . I splurged my final 12 dollars on tAXI! Well the taxi fare wouldn't have accumalated to 12 dollars If not for the Stupid Trafiic Jam near Yishun! Construction works plus an accident involving 3 vehicles. Was caught in the jam for at least 15 mins!! and Then yea.. My paper.. and I had a bad hair day.. and I spilled bubble tea on myself.. Also had a pounding headache.. and I still have loads to revise for hsitory! Oh gosh.. Shoot me pleaaseee...

oKI.. i shall stop whining and get down to serious work. After the 29th of JUne,. I am Not going to indulge in anymore leisure activities. I had enough of all those. I need to do serious studying.. Its Just until Next year.. then I get to go all wild!! Oki.. I better start Doing my history... Ciozz...

2007-06-26T07:44:00.000-07:00

Today was Day 2 of exmas.. General Paper.. How I found the paper?? well.. I screwed up! Not as badly as I did for Lit but ...Still i am expecting nothing more than A sub pass.Paper 2 was a real killer. Couldn't complete my Application questionYep! Its Tamil Lit tom! Oh gosh Haven't studied yet. I am too caught up with revision for History. Its not like I am going to score for the history. paper.. but its better to fail knowing that U put in effort. Will spur me on to try harder! And it will also let the teacher will know that I put in some effort! And yea Maths.. haven't even landed my dna on it for like ages! I just hope a miracle happens and the paper turns out be feasable. YJ papers are either too easy or just arduous! Urghh!! Aniwayss... i decided to post some not soo nice picss of myself.. =)) Lol!! Somehow people just look super disgusting during exam period and I am no exception. But no matter how disgusting i look.. Cam whoring is just irresistable!! lol!! And yea I realised I suck at acting cute! will not attempt to do so animoree..=)

Messy messy hair!! i Just awokee..

In the bus.. to school.. HATE MY UNIFORM!

I dunt think theres ani uniform Uglier than mine!

no commentsssssss... just a random shot

hahaha! Thx to raji! I look stupid... me in slumberland!

That smile is FAKE!!

Retard Of the Century!!

Hmmm... (example of failure in attempt to look cute)

2007-06-25T05:16:00.001-07:00

I MESSED UP! I TOTALLY DID SO GOR MY ENGLISH LIT! Oh Gosh! Its just so diheartening!. I did put in some effort! But who was to know SONNETS were going to come out! LIKE SONNETS! we hardly went thru that shit in class! Its a straight U GRADE. And the prose passage was soo difficult! If i am going to contine with the same attitude and not work hard I can forget about getting a sub pass for my Promos. Arrghh!! I soo don't wanna get retained! I really don't!! Am off to study my history.. I cannot afford another U grade on my report card. I want passes in all my other Subjects. Its GP tom.. wonder how disastrous that would turn ou! Nvm I shall just believe in myself and work hard! =) ahhhhh!!

2007-06-23T22:52:00.000-07:00

I loved yesterday!! Met up with shaila After such a long time.. Went to equinox to dine. Man the ambience was just.. Fantastic! And the view from the 70th storey.. Whow!! Simply breathtaking. I have been there once before, when the place was known as compass rose. But yea.. it has changed quite abit. OH We also saw the NDP preview from the restaurant ! The fireworks were mesmerizing. Especially when it seems like they are just beside you. Hahaha.. indulged in some illegal stuff as well.. lol.. I like touched alcohol after a long long time. well its not wrong to have some once in a while. lala~ And yes.. how could the day be complete without Picturess.. Most of the pics and the fireworks video is stilll with raji. but I shall upload pics that I took.. then will upload the rest aother timee...

A random shot in the lift....

TAKE TWO..At the MRT station..

I like this shot...=)

US!=)

My coco Martinii=))

Random shott

Rajiii

I had to take a picture.. Damn alluring and colourful!

another.."cover half the face shot!

No commentss...

I lovedd the lighting!

Inncent looking and tired me (back home )

Good example of Bad photo editing skills...

2007-06-22T04:02:00.000-07:00

Alright!!! Hey People!! Finally after some time.. I AM BACK! Well am pretty much the same but maybe my self esteem has gone up by maybe 0.1%.. yea thats considered quite abit. Wll so much has happened within this short span of time but I am just tooo lazy to pen down every single thing =) thats jus me.. A LAZYYY BUM! Am gonna keep my first entry simple & sweet.. JUS LIKE ME!!. =))

Exams are around the corner.. am studying.. but I dunt think I am gonna score extremely well.. Oh well haizzz... will try harder next timee...

And yea.. I have commited a huge sin!! I have been consuming food which is simply filled with sugar and oil! I am supposed to be sugar free... But was kinda stressed out and so I started devouring all those "forbidden" stuff like mad.. I MUST CONTROL MYSELF! AHHH!!

Got my hair done.. well not really the whole head.. only my front part.. I straightened my fringe.. Not abd actually.. when I am financially well off (in about 3 weeks time) i shall do sth else to my hairr.. but theres still time for that... And yea.. I splurged my savings on a few tops and other essentialss.. =)) and now I am brokee.. like toatally.. Maybe I have 5 cents or sth.. better than nth.. wheee..

And yess.. I sooo cannot wait for my date with Shaila and Raji tom!! Gonna dine at Equinox.. Been there before.. Its pretty elegant.. Perfect oppotunity to dress up! Finally.. and here are a few snaps of me... And pardon me for the extremely bad editing skills!! enjoyy... Lovessss.. Muackieesssss... tata!!
P.s I donno why the pictures are messed up.. sorry peeps

2007-06-09T22:02:00.000-07:00

lalala